well....its the first time i write in a journal and i dont know i have to write the first entry with bad news in my family....
today one of my uncles die in a car accident and....wow its really really hard, its the first time in my 16 years that this kind of tragedy happens to our family and it really make people think a little...

en verdad en ese momento muchas cosas pasaron por mi cabeza...como podria esto estar pasando? que hara mi primo y mi tia ahora? porq le paso esto a mi tio? entre otras cosas.
mi tio queria ver a su hijo graduado de la universidad, los estudios eran los mas importante para el y pensar q no pudo cumplir lo q queria me hiso reflexionar sobre mis propias metas.

i have my dream to became a mangaka, to me ir never was an illusion, no, it was my goal,my future but since the death of my best friend i promise her i will became a mangaka no matter what i need to do i would do it and make her immortal...every single person would know who was her....

desde entonces ser mangaka dejo de ser solo mi sueño, se convirtio en mi mision, y ahora estoy mas decidido que nunca a cumplir esa mision que me puse a mi mismo porque yo soy una persona de palabra.

i will become a mangaka, for my uncle and for thabanits...both of you rest in peace, i love you both